This change of country has not been easy for me but something that I had completely not prepared myself was having some challenging people around. Anyway, this post is about the little things I feel good about right now , coz I need that reminder –
1. This is my 21st post on the blog in the very first month. ( I have promised to write 300 posts in 2019 )
2. I will be finally moving out of the hotel this weekend and into a studio apartment so that means I will be eating hot self cooked meals again.
I finally get to fill a house the way I want and make it a home for me and my husband. This was sort of a subconscious dream of mine from years ago when we were dating. ( More of that conversation some other time )
3. This uncomfortable phase of worries and panic attacks and nights of tossing in the bed has been instrumental in finding my strength again . It taught me that if you keep sight of your long term goals, the daily issues can be handled one by one.
This was much needed lesson that had to be revised well in order to be implemented.
And work ? I know I am capable and I know to keep my head down and put in my 150 percent effort. I should be okay. Right ?
Stay blessed you all.
complaints growl in the head
as the probability games unfold;
“he loves me-he loves me not”
love after all is a hyped emotion,
I say to my words and smile
“for this moment,he is just mine”
I need no justification from him
neither would I voice my doubt
“to be happy now,love is all about?”
PAD#4 : take the phrase, “100% (blank);” replace the blank with a new word or phrase; make the new phrase the title of your poem
3WW ( growl , hype , justify )
that’s what he said
on the roads of parting
“stay happy my friend”.
“how do i”,
i wondered aloud
and before i could ask,
he was no where to be found.
“But I will”
was all i could promise
knowing if i did not,
he will never be at ease.
Years have passed
times took different turns
but to be happy always
i tried best from my end.
Often when i was at loss
of reasons or people to smile
i smiled at the mirror
planting the smile in ym eyes.
“Its not something outside”
i realized, even though late
“that makes you love your life.
But the desire to have it that way”
“I am happy”
I told you in dreams one day
“and i know you too might be,
you are bound to get,what you gave”
And that is the secret
for the joyous life i made
to be happy, to make others so
nothing difficult for you to create.
Prompted @ One single Impresion
“Life’s great always;we forget sometimes”
Written for 6WS
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