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anther thought ..
you drive me insane; actually you have managed to do this years back. now.. well now you just paint it a shade darker and damp.. dark enough to hit me hard and damp with the pain, i carry for days. it creeps me like some worm infested fruit that am forced to eat. no wonder it leaves a bad puking taste in the mouth. even the friendly consolations that its all in my head and not real, does not change the fact that it makes me inhuman. always like that to others trying to be close to me. will it drive you away is not a fear i live with , but a nightmare i wake up from each night…
Confessions
confessions will hurt
like rusted blades of time –
septic wound always
Prompted @ Haiku heights ,
Inspired by Magpie tales
Some thoughts on bombay blasts
He who lost some one
will never forget the pain
while leaders would scream
promises in vain;
Did we not ourself make
a difficult security scene
where rules are discarded
and later lives go to same bin.
Prayers to ones hurt
but caution to the rest
its your own safety damn it
better be aware than dead !
Some questions …
Why ask for a heart
heart that is black
black like the hate
that your love lacks.
Why not you forget
forget who you were
were you not like that
could be better or worse.
why not you forgive
forgive those who hurt
hurt and taught you well
never to throw your love.
~
Written for One Shot Wednesday
Scream
Here i am-
on border
of screaming
S.I.L.E.N.T.L.Y
from the pain
not of my leg
but from your voice
echoing in my head,
scolding out of care;
but you aren’t here!
.
.
.
Written for OSI & Monkey Man’s 160 character challenge.
Offline for a while
I hurt my foot – poor ankle got a muscle teared from the joint and the joint has come bit lose to try moving here and there when I try to walk ! So mother dear has ordered me to be at home under her care [ and of course the awesome food and gossips from her ]. the only dark cloud in this sunny skies is the fact that I have no net access when am at home [ another of mother’s rule which will take another few months to change , that too after a mini revolution you see].
So till am offline,
Keep writing good and reading well π
Will miss ya my world of bloggers !
A lonely soul
NaPoWriMo Day#6 prompt was “Ekphrastic Poetry” . I had always wanted to write on a musical prompt to see how much I can engage myself in a musical piece. After listening to many videos , this one caught my attention and so the following lines were crafted –
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In land of mortals,
I walked proud and tall,
smiles in my pockets
butterfly dreams to walk.
In lanes of beauty
I grew without care
till my soul hummed,
and sang happy tales.
Devil incarnate
you set your eyes on me
trapped in neither world
I was doomed to be.
a long time you took
to set the traps right
was it not hard on you,
to burn in the same fire!
stripped of all logic
In dungeons my soul rot
day by day it sank deeper
scared to see any hope.
I dreamed of you still
feeding on the sole desire,
to taste your pain once
and breath into your fire.
To whisper in your ears
words that were unknown
to be punished severely
for sins i only thought.
did i amuse you enough
or were you hurt as much
from the idea of my love
from the passion in my touch ?
Since the day you vanished
I wonder why you left me so,
mending, hurting, bleeding,
a lonely heart,a battered soul.
Your words
command what you say
before you turn sarcastic
it’s wasted on me.
I really am no naive that I do not understand your anger. I also know when you are being sarcastic about some thing. But It makes me laugh most times. I do not get the whole concept of mocking what happened or what not. Can you not say in plain words if you are so much upset about it ?
I hope next time you remember this ’cause I am so not going to help your cause otherwise. I can and will probably go along with your words and irritate you more.
And even though it hurts me as much , I will make sure I do not let you know about it then. Later, you will pay the price trust me !
Inspired by Letters I’ll never send , OSI , Haiku Heights