I fell sick yesterday ( again ). I actually fall sick pretty often sadly 🙁
So yesterday’s sickness , I blame on the evening trips to nearby dhaba to have bread pakoda , the Saturday evening sandwich ( the veggies dint taste that good i admit ) and last to the Sunday morning sub ( that definitely tasted stale ).
Yes , the food and the changing weather with the ability to spoil food soon has finally hit me once again 😐 *sulks*
The final result : I had a severe migraine , a mild fever ( which is still there as I type this ) , bodyache ( the back still hurts ) and an upset stomach ( I am yet to decide about its status)
and now comes the saddest part of being unwell : Being alone.
Roomie is home and I have no friends to call for the night *sulks a little more*
such are the times when I wish I was home. I have always been a sick gal since I left home. I have at times told myself that maybe my sickness is as physical as emotional. Or maybe psychological [ i forgot the exact term for that ].
The days I miss mom a bit too much or the days when I am low and I really need people around , I somehow fall sick. and as much as I try , I have to skip office , which further adds to me woes. People would think I am used to stay alone but the truth is , day after day , I am getting less capable of being alone. about 6 years after leaving home , I now crave more for a home.
And tonight again, I miss mom. The 4 calls to her during the day are not enough for me to be consoled and she knows it.
So, before I made another call to her and cry my heart out [ yes I am still a baby when it comes to be sick. I cry ] , I decided to write this to let that moment pass.
So, no more call to mom. no more being upset, just take my meds and be a good girl for a while.
Hope your weekend and Monday was better !